Accept

I have learned to accept
when I am safe and content,
my darkest thoughts and fears rise - just as 
the sky is bright.
But now I feel I am not
lacking courage.

Monomania

Eternally secluded
I felt impossible to connect,
but I am surrounded with
ordinary faces,
with the resemblance of the ghost
of my love,
these thoughts a constant torment
and monomania.