Reckless

I am reckless
in my life.
The rush of each thrill
burns brightly,
searing me in a desire
for distraction
as a desperate attempt
to feel something.

Accept

I have learned to accept
when I am safe and content,
my darkest thoughts and fears rise - just as 
the sky is bright.
But now I feel I am not
lacking courage.

Regain My Balance

I'm daydreaming at the sky,
I regain my balance
in the passing landscape.
I feel the quiet.
There is no chaos. There is no crowd.

Joy

When we find ourselves
wanting nothing,
when one is so full
joy emanates from inside
and I feel now as if I want to live
each day
in the absolute fact
the sun is shining.