Flooding in the Unhappy

In vapid listlessness
eyes closed, but not rested.
It was a state of dilapidation -
at least, of detached interest
within me.
I had been flooding in the unhappy.

Monomania

Eternally secluded
I felt impossible to connect,
but I am surrounded with
ordinary faces,
with the resemblance of the ghost
of my love,
these thoughts a constant torment
and monomania.