Live With That

I gave up a love
so incredible:
he had me in a shiver of flesh
and touch...
I think of the face I love
and he is gone.
I know I have to live with that.

Reinvent Myself

A lost mind, locked inside
cracking with emotion.
I've tried living freely,
that's simply not me.
I can't reinvent myself.

Surviving

A great fatigue: this
stagnant point
in my poisoned body.
My corpse-like face
nothing to you, my love.
I was surviving.

Depraved Wretch

I remained
enveloped in darkness,
a depraved wretch of despair.
My creation of delirium,
such ravings of insanity.